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  • A New Venture

    A New Venture

    The Gospel of Luke Project

    At the beginning of the Covid 19 pandemic, I set out on an exploration of new career paths. I had been an audiobook narrator for over twenty years, and had become too isolated.

    Audiobook narration is done alone, in a small sound-isolated room, with a book and a microphone. It is a great arrangement for an introverted bibliophile. But when the narration contract pays per finished minute, there is every financial incentive to maximize one’s time in the booth.

    The enforced isolations of the pandemic, and the solitary nature of audiobook narration, combined to worry me about disappearing into solitude completely. 

    I left the profession entirely, to cast about and find a new path. There was the French bakery with its hundreds of baguettes and loaves each night, the dementia care with its joys and tragedies, computer repair within a remarkably hostile workplace, public radio broadcasting, and more.

    For family reasons, I needed to come to Idaho, and once here, the opportunity arose to return to college and finally get a college degree. 

    I had spent a couple of years in college decades ago, but left to move to New York City. In returning to college, there were a couple of strategic options. I could take the quickest route to a bachelor’s degree by continuing the Theatre studies begun so long ago, or make a fresh start and seek a degree that might lead to something more lucrative. 

    I chose the faster route, and enrolled as a student of Theatre Arts at Boise State University. The first full year of courses is completed this week, with one full year to go.

    An aerial view of the campus of Boise State University.
    Photo from Boise State University website.

    It has been a year of peculiar challenges. Some classmates are mystified at the presence of a silver-haired gentleman, without an affect of ostentatious theatricality, participating in this program. 

    And this semester, my English 102 (a university requirement) research paper was on career outcomes for Theatre Arts graduates in Idaho. This research was not encouraging, and clarified my chosen path of speed over substance.

    But as this unusual year progressed, I settled upon a plan for a performance, to be pursued through and beyond graduation. It was proposed as my senior project, accepted by the faculty. 

    The plan is to perform the Gospel of Luke as a one-man show, in whatever venues can be arranged in and around Boise, Idaho. The idea is to develop it here at school, and travel with it after graduation if possible.

    The story of this plan and its development is the subject of this Substack. I mean to document the twists and turns that have already taken place, and that are sure to come, the events and circumstances that led to its being undertaken, and its continuing growth and development.

    The outcome is uncertain. There are many potential pitfalls. The Gospel of Luke project might not be a good idea. But it is underway, and its story might reveal things about our time and our culture. I can only hope that this Substack documents an endeavor that may someday be considered a success.

  • Substack begins

    There are a lot of suggestions for writers out there, many techniques to help one engage in the discipline, to produce a sustained effort. All of this becomes relevant as I work on setting up a Substack, which I would like to incorporate into this website. It’s still a bit confusing, but I expect with regular visits to Substack, and regular posting, it will become more clear how to make it accessible and compelling.

    The goal of the Substack is to tell the unfolding tale of a theater project I’m working on. Given the dim prospects of a Theatre Arts graduate in Idaho, it’s necessary to be proactive, and pick a project over which I have control and that I can grow and possibly tour with.

    Family bonds keep me committed to living in Idaho. And previous college experience, with available transfer credits, makes Theatre Arts my shortest path to a college degree.

    I just finished my first year in the Theatre Arts program at Boise State University. But looking soberly at the prospects of a Theatre Arts graduate in the state, and especially a Theatre Arts graduate of my (comparatively) advanced age, it becomes clear that I’ve got to get pretty creative to take advantage of this education experience.

    For a variety of reasons, and these reasons will be fully explained in the Substack, I have decided to do a one-man show, a dramatic narration of the Gospel of Luke. The project has already run against some unexpected obstacles, but in creative projects, these sorts of difficulties are certainly to be expected.

    There is no clear path to success, and I hope that by being active and open to possibilities, unexpected pathways may open up. It’s a risk. But adhering to standard practices contains no risk because there is no chance of success. I’m in a corner, and need to find my way out.

    I hope you find this site useful and interesting, and it should get more so in the coming months.

  • The Summer to Come

    Now that I have withdrawn from the constant melee of the big city, in Washington, DC, to a slower agriculture-based community, I have come to wonder what exactly to do here. I have a part time job, but I think I can do better than that. I don’t have much entrepreneurial drive, but that is the direction logic takes me. This is an opportunity, and to use it, and not waste it, I must start on business ventures that had faded out of view when I was on the East Coast.

    I have some ideas, which will be explored further here, and in a Substack I am setting up. I do a lot of reading, and you would think that might qualify me as a writer, but it doesn’t. Liking pizza doesn’t make one a pizza chef. But I would like to pursue writing in some way, just to know that I didn’t leave that avenue unexplored. I am on the verge of attempting a shift professionally, and I suppose the chances of success are slim, but if I don’t try now, when will the opportunity arise again?

  • Semester Stretch

    My second semester at Boise State University is drawing to a close. There was a period a couple of weeks ago where I simply could not do anything. I would pull up assignments on my computer and just stare. I could make no progress.

    In this situation, a younger person conjures up intentions of ‘powering through,’ of rising to the challenge and overcoming it.

    But being an older person, my strategy is more to take on the nature of water. To not flow where progress is obstructed, but rather to exercise patience and find paths of little or no resistance. And it was a matter of waiting. The fallow period passed, the complete lack of progress dissipated, and one day I began working on an assignment in a natural, unforced way.

    It seems as though I will be able to complete all my class requirements for the semester. That ‘forcing through’ was not necessary. This seems to be a wisdom that comes with age, a more efficient strategy.

  • Working Hard

    There is a saying from some far-off land, that if hard work made one rich, then the donkey would own the farm. And to some degree, up to this point, I have been a donkey indeed, trudging along in a set of rules that were superseded decades ago. It is a different realm with changed throughways, of fulfillment and success on unexpected paths. There is a way to plug into this machine, to adjust and learn until success. But now that is just a tenuous theory, as I continue to fail to adjust.

    Actually I am trying to adjust to the university environment and its expectations. I want to learn and grow. School is a temporary reprieve, and a chance to hatch new plans. It would be nice to be able to make a living as an artist.

    This time, I want to leave school with a plan, a strategy, for success.