It is a bit odd to be a theatre student at this age, and my perspective has changed a lot since I went to college as a young man. I am more interested in making money this time around, whereas when I was very young, I felt the urge to be liberated from the constraints of society, including the constraint of earnings. In some ways, I succeeded in that vision, but there was nothing laudatory in that success. I left the party, and felt proud about that, but then found myself in the dark without music or friends. The party is important, participation is important. Liberation is a lonely road, and ultimately no one cares about the liberated.